My Life seems to be disturbed by the facts of life. Lol well it can be said that the play really have a cracking effect upon everyone including the teacher and the students. I do wonder how do they do it? first of all in PFS the actors/actresses already are having problem with relation towards one another and also some tension between most of them but they are willing to put it a side (some of them dont) its hard to see play if the play could really fly or crash burned.
To be honest i dont know what to think. will it succeed through all this problems and circumstances it is put into? Truly there are lessons to be learned from all this. Even now the committee's are fighting, with the teacher and the director. Well to be said if u dont do your job why should u get it? There are things which i find very surprising actually and characters will be revealed. the true colours of people.
Hmm... But the thing i observed is that THE WORLD IS filled with pain and horror there is truly no way we can find real peace without God
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Life....
Dear Journal,
Why does it seems so endless. Why doesnt God answer my prayers? Has he forsaken me? or has He forgotten about me? it cant be because I believe in His word that he hasn't if he did i would be already dead.
I dont know what to say about the life i am in right now about the sins in my life truly its sometimes hard to realise that the reality of it that i have anger that leads to pain and guilty suffering. and really certain things in my life seems to desolated and hopeless but still God is bring me forward. i wish i could come out from the wandering into the desert out that into the promise land that He has promised me.
What am i to God? really think about it and see that he is true to most of us. Expectations that he has for us is beyond my own understanding. What is really his plans for me after all? I cant really see the full picture of it all yet to be honest its like burning in my mind on what is the reason i am created to be? am i here just for nothing?
The question still remains but gladly God is always in the picture in everything.
Why does it seems so endless. Why doesnt God answer my prayers? Has he forsaken me? or has He forgotten about me? it cant be because I believe in His word that he hasn't if he did i would be already dead.
I dont know what to say about the life i am in right now about the sins in my life truly its sometimes hard to realise that the reality of it that i have anger that leads to pain and guilty suffering. and really certain things in my life seems to desolated and hopeless but still God is bring me forward. i wish i could come out from the wandering into the desert out that into the promise land that He has promised me.
What am i to God? really think about it and see that he is true to most of us. Expectations that he has for us is beyond my own understanding. What is really his plans for me after all? I cant really see the full picture of it all yet to be honest its like burning in my mind on what is the reason i am created to be? am i here just for nothing?
The question still remains but gladly God is always in the picture in everything.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Why?
Life is so tortured by the fact that i cant even do the most simple job and its like bring me to the point where i need to trust in God more. The thing is that I need to discipline my self more and be more diligent in the thing that i do.
I find myself becoming more lazier then before. So i need to buck up in order that i can improve in my studies because my results were really horrible this time round. The thing that God has been speaking to me is about my spiritual life is it dry and weary or my flame for God has gone? who is my Father?
i need the fire for the youth once again......
God please help me....
I find myself becoming more lazier then before. So i need to buck up in order that i can improve in my studies because my results were really horrible this time round. The thing that God has been speaking to me is about my spiritual life is it dry and weary or my flame for God has gone? who is my Father?
i need the fire for the youth once again......
God please help me....
Friday, March 5, 2010
Revived
Its a dead blog almost dead because hadn't the time to updated it.
anyway the test has already been out and the results i got was horrible i tell you. IT WAS HORRIBLE~
In terms that i didn't really study much for this exam thats why. Well planning to put more efforts for the upcoming exams and aiming for something higher is not impossible because its not. It's the matter of work.
The thing is that sometimes challenges that I face in life....
Is the thing that changes my life into more like a man and more firm in the things that I decide to do. Got to work hard and ALWAYS trust in God. Amen.
O that this too too sullied flesh would melt,
Thaw and resolve itself into a dew,
Or that the Everlasting had not fix'd
His canon 'gainst self-slaughter. O God! God!
How weary, stale, flat, and unprofitable
Seem to me all the uses of this world!
-Hamlet-
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Farewell
Dear Journal,
Im going to Sg Dua to stay overnight and will be leaving for Kedah in the morning later today will be having a meeting for faculty night. Anyway, i know im better then my friend in DOTA heh~ well he died very fast. he need to hit me three times before i die with his skill i just use normal attack can kill him, I was using Razor and he was using the Phoenix heh~ so anyway i will be enjoying the breeze of the sea of Langkawi soon~ but will be acting as well so excited. lol~ anyway hope to get a new with people around me heh~ ^^
Cya~
~Jon~
Im going to Sg Dua to stay overnight and will be leaving for Kedah in the morning later today will be having a meeting for faculty night. Anyway, i know im better then my friend in DOTA heh~ well he died very fast. he need to hit me three times before i die with his skill i just use normal attack can kill him, I was using Razor and he was using the Phoenix heh~ so anyway i will be enjoying the breeze of the sea of Langkawi soon~ but will be acting as well so excited. lol~ anyway hope to get a new with people around me heh~ ^^
Cya~
~Jon~
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
My life
Dear journal,
My life seems to be doing good now. Now having the holidays so alot of things i need to do, well most of the students from high schools and primary schools and etc will be begining the new sem wow. One week has passed by amazing its like u never know hows life has passed before your eyes anyway, i praise God for giving me a new life, few more days then i will be langkawi. Till then i will try to update my blog lol~
Anyway, I find peaceful to know that God is with me every where I go. Tonight will be having a gathering at Joyce place. Will be enjoying a dinner, to be honest i find it cool to have a family which is extented. Alot of different people hehe. ^^ So, im expecting something new this year from the camp, as i have been in Kampar mission trip. Peace God bless.
My life seems to be doing good now. Now having the holidays so alot of things i need to do, well most of the students from high schools and primary schools and etc will be begining the new sem wow. One week has passed by amazing its like u never know hows life has passed before your eyes anyway, i praise God for giving me a new life, few more days then i will be langkawi. Till then i will try to update my blog lol~
Anyway, I find peaceful to know that God is with me every where I go. Tonight will be having a gathering at Joyce place. Will be enjoying a dinner, to be honest i find it cool to have a family which is extented. Alot of different people hehe. ^^ So, im expecting something new this year from the camp, as i have been in Kampar mission trip. Peace God bless.
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